i want to be over it.
god, this hurts. it shouldn't. i did exactly the same to him. this is never ending. i hate not seeing the end. i need someone to show me the end. i don't want to be sitting here worrying and crying.
i hate you. i still love you. i still have a place for you. but you erased me. and i want to erase you.
please let me let this go. please.