SELFCtrl.

the dictionary defines self control as:

noun

restraint: the ability to control your own behaviour, especially in terms of reactions and impulses.

 

but we don't have control. none of us.

control of our behaviour?  

during that moment when we just snap.

control of our heart? who we fall for?  

because your heart believes and tells, and your head questions.

control over where we'll end up? where we'll be later in life? 

if we did, we'd all be millionaires.

control over what we loose? control stopping our hearts from breaking?

if we did the world would be painless and overpopulated.

we don't have control. none of us. 

we can only make do with the little things. the self motivation, our commitment, to take as much from life as it gives us. just give up trying to keep everything in the balance and just hope that fate will control our destiny's. because life or something greater out there has the biggest control and power of us all.

and it certainly doesn't tell us all that in the dictionary...