just a p.s to shut the book.

i know you probably won't be reading this.

but i'm sorry.

i see why you did what you did now.

i understand my mistakes. my naivety. 

you were my weakness. 

i don't think i was too young to experience what we had. but i think i may have been in too deep.

the pain of you is no longer. i'm happy again. maybe not everyday. but i am happier.

i have people around me who care, who make me smile. and i know you do to. and i'm glad for you.

we both changed. for the better. we drifted. we were young. but we experienced. and i will always be grateful.