the world is spinning too much.
i can't keep up.
things are twisting, changing, evolving.
i'm trapped.
trapped in the past.
alone.
washed out.
dis-used.
just tired.
of being the odd one.
i'm swallowed by self pity and regret.
i'm going back and forth.
the inability to seize a moment.
gaining hope, loosing it just as fast.
i can't hang on much longer.
my eyes are leaking.
my smile is fading.
i can't stop my self spinning off and falling again.
i need someone. someone to sweep in. tomorrow would be nice.
and stop me from falling or swaying. to help keep me standing.
i don't want anyone in the past to come back and hold me. i can't go back there. i'm tired of the past, of my great pile of regrets.
i need the future's arms to embrace me. find me. save me. soon.
not just for one night. but maybe two for a nice change.
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