apparently it's all here to challenge us. screw that.

i'm not over it. i'm not over it. i'm not over it. i'm not over it. i'm not over it.

I'm over it.  tell people what they want to hear. even if it breaks you inside.

i want to be over it.

god, this hurts. it shouldn't. i did exactly the same to him. this is never ending. i hate not seeing the end. i need someone to show me the end. i don't want to be sitting here worrying and crying. i'm better than this.
i hate you. i still love you. i still have a place for you. but you erased me. and i want to erase you.

please let me let this go. please.