do you remember how it used to be? yes, i miss the simplicity.

the world is spinning too much. 

i can't keep up. 

things are twisting, changing, evolving. 

i'm trapped. 

trapped in the past. 

alone.

washed out.

dis-used.

just tired.

of being the odd one. 

i'm swallowed by self pity and regret. 

i'm going back and forth. 

the inability to seize a moment.

gaining hope, loosing it just as fast. 

i can't hang on much longer. 

my eyes are leaking. 

my smile is fading.

i can't stop my self spinning off and falling again.

i need someone. someone to sweep in. tomorrow would be nice.
and stop me from falling or swaying. to help keep me standing.  


i don't want anyone in the past to come back and hold me. i can't go back there. i'm tired of the past, of my great pile of regrets.  

i need the future's arms to embrace me. find me. save me. soon.

not just for one night. but maybe two for a nice change.