we can all go crazy.
act without a care.
stand independently.
stand invincible to the hurt.
get drunk.
get stupid.
sleep the days away.
laugh until it hurts.
cry in the same way.
but deep down we all never remove that need for a person to truly care.
in a way that isn't as perfect as movie love, but is as true as reality can make it. and i guess that's what keeps us breathing. with that hope that things improve and can happen. and sometimes that beautiful realisation can be in the smallest moment. sometimes all it takes is a kind word, a grey t-shirt and a set of ear-rings. because life can't always disappoint.
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sorry for the lack of posts. i've been searching for words that i just couldn't find.
i just know things are better. i'm better. things have changed and evolved, but i'm happy.
my fear is subsiding oh so slowly. i don't think i'm returning to who i was, because now i believe that no-one really can. we change. it's the inevitable. and maybe that really is okay.
thank you to all have commented on posts recently. i love you all.
In love with this post m'dear.
ReplyDeleteAmazing.
You will never go back to normal because you're better than that, you're extraordinary.
♥
We are built on the changes we cannot control, I have always been a firm believer that everything that happens only makes us stronger. Not instantly, but with time. It will all be okay. <3
ReplyDelete- my dear, this is one of the best i've read this morning. i can see hope, no matter how small, in these little words.
ReplyDeleteand whatever changes life brings, i know the beauty of your heart will stay the same, as always.
xx